I kinda want to die but i also kinda want to have sex

I’m really sad about a lot of things

Idk I’m listening to the spirited away soundtrack and crying in the back of my class
:-)

Thoughts

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Sometime in summer i want to write letters to everyone who had hurt me and go to a river and burn the letters and throw away all my razors,knives, and pins i use to harm myself with. I have been wanting to do this for so long

I apologize
For not being able to wash away your sadness
I apologize
For my hands being to rough against your tender soul
I apologize
For feeling like this when you feel like that

I looked at myself naked today and felt legitimately sick because i find myself disgusting

I don’t think I’ll be happy

I’m sad and unwanted

I don’t want to like you because you don’t like me buT GODDAMN YOU’RE SO FUCKING CUTE MOTHERFUCK

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